ONE – Spell your name without vowels:
Stphn

TWO - Are you single?:
nope

THREE - Whats your favorite number?:
11

FOUR - What color do you wear most?:
blue

FIVE - Least favorite color?:
brown

SIX - Favorite candy?:
gummy bears!

EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?:
kinda

NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?:
nope

TEN - What is your favorite class in school?:
i only have one class and that's art lol

ELEVEN -Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?:
nope, their stuff wont fit my fat ass

TWELVE - How do you make money?:
i don't, that's my problem

THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?:
Siren <3 <3 <3 <3

FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?:
Nope

SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?:
uncertain

SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?:
shrugs, what ever i can afford

EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?:
no, but i don't go anywhere with out my target sunglasses

NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?:
anywhere but here

TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?:
feeling bad for myself

TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?:
my boyfriend

HONEST SECTION:

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?:
that i'm going to be kicked out of school for lack of money

Honestly, did you do something bad today?:
i break the law every day

Honestly, do you watch disney channel?:
No

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?:
Liz

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?:
when aren't i?

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?:
YES, i miss my Siren

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?:
my past....

Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?:
yeah, i can think of a few

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: yes
Can you dance?: i wish
Can you do a cart wheel?: nope
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: no
Can you whistle?: you bet
Can you wiggle your ears?: no
Can you wiggle your nose?: yes
Can you roll your tongue?: if you mean roll my R's then yes
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: nope

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: punch things
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: broke though a wall
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yes, I'm a mean person

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes, when don't i?
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: yes i love you jelly beans
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: so many times </3
Ever cried over the same sex?: yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: not usually
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes
Do certain movies make you cry?: sometimes

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: meh
What makes you the happiest?: writting, my Siren, and my baby(boyfriend)
Does being with your friends make you happy?: depends on the friend
Do you believe in yourself? why should i?
Do you wish you were happier?: all the time
Is being happy overrated?: no
Can music make you happy?: yes

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: more then i can count
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: sadly yes, i fall in love fast and hard
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’: no one ever tells me they love me. i get i like you or i heart you. but that's not the same... not even my boy friend says he loves me... why should anyone else...

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: hell yes
Have you ever been on a hit list?: no
Are you a mean bully?: i don't think so
Do you hate George Bush?: yes so very much

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: you bet
Do you think you're good looking?: NO
Do you wish you could be someone else?: yes

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: brown and red
Current piercings?: 5, all in my ears
Have any tattoos?: yes, one on my shoulder
Straight hair or curly?: wavy

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: a blue and gray baggy long sleeve and blue pants
Shoes?: no but i am wearing socks

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: yes
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: once
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: yeah, with my cousin when i was like 11
Got in a fight with someone?: yeah, a couple times

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: my boyfriend
Person you talked to online?: Carmie

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: yes
Do you get along with your parents?:i never fight them, but i should. they deserve everything they get
Do you have mental breakdowns?: often

CURRENT:
Current mood: depressed
Current music: none
Current hairstyle: long and messy
Current crush: Tank
Current thing I ought to be doing: drawing
Current desktop picture: a vivid yellow rose (i love roses)

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: yes
Did you ever run away from home?: yes, for three months, no one noticed... except for my cat </3
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: no
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: no

THE DOS:
Do you know how to swim?: yes
Do you like roller coasters?: i love them
Do you own a bike?: yes
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: hell no!

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family?: not sure, but my dad is losing his hair
Does your family have family picnics?: we have one, and i was 3 in it... i'm 19

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yeah.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yeah, i live in California
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: no, im 5 foot 10
How much money do you have on you right now?: i have 1 penny in my wallet

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: doosh, kamel, and Pilar
Last thing someone said to you?: "did i hand this to you
Last thing you said out loud?: once

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I'm afraid of 23 out of 75 fears

Stolen from `king-of-earth

[x] public speaking (Not a fear, more a dislike but still...)
[x] staying single forever
[x] Rejection
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] that Scary guy...
[x] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[x] women
[] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists(maybe not dentists)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf(i would miss music)
[X] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night (that's why i sleep with music on )
[x] bee stings (i'm allergic, but still
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] super secret

Final Total: 23, People who don’t have any are liars


ANOREXIA

[x] you have dry skin.
[x] you eat 1 meal.
[] you're very weak.
[x] you hate your body
[x] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.

total: 6 of 10 (i think i need a little Anorexia...)

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.

total: 4 of 7

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[x] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.(maybe)
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.

total: 5 of 7

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] you always say you are fat, when you aren't. (but i am)
[] people think you are way too skinny.

total: 2 of 8, i wish i was thin </3

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.(only when they annoy me)
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.(i can make anything a weapon.)
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[] you destroy property on purpose
[] you always lie.
[x] you stay out all night.
[x]you have run away from home.

total: 4 out of 10 (i guess i'm a bad person)

DEPRESSION

[x] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social. (people scare me)
[x] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[x] you have ran away from home.
[x] hope is no longer there for you.

total: 9 of 11 (i probably do, but my parents never cared)

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.(itch my noes...)
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[x] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.

total: 7 of 7 (wow is that what's wrong with me?)

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had alot of sleep lately.
[] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] you act younger than your age. sometime, but only with my boyfriend)

total: 7 of 11

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[x] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.

total: 6 out of 9